I hate the way you look today

And so tonight

I’ll remember your shaky hands as you

Unscrew the lids

Of those shady bottles

I hate this part

And I hate the way you look today

I hate how darkness surrounds your bright green eyes

I dissolve into nothingness

A little more

A little further away

Each time

You move me

Turn me upside down

I’m shaken so shaken

Each time

Oh and I hate the way you look today

I hate the grey of your greasy skin

I disappear EVAPORATE

I am less than what I’m worth

I am tiny so tiny now

I am gone